Getting closer

Getting closer

I’m recovering from what has felt like a pretty crazy time lately.  As I release commitments and attachments I am starting to settle down to a clearer and simpler reality.  Life is starting to settle down. But there’s still a lot of work to do.  It’s...
Unravelling

Unravelling

My life is a journey towards clarity .. which it seems came about through getting myself into a state of extreme confusion as a very young child .. which I believe came about due to the fact that ‘unpleasant’ emotions were not accepted in my family of...
Hiding in limbo, preparing for change

Hiding in limbo, preparing for change

Taken down by technology Finally, a week after my website went down and I lost over two months of work, I’m taking action rather that getting lost in loss and overwhelm, and writing again.  Writing helps me to get clarity .. and I felt like I was just starting...
The meaning of life

The meaning of life

When I first heard the phrase “life is empty and meaningless” it actually gave me hope.  It let me out of a lifelong bind where I was forever searching for the meaning of life.  Yet despite that flash of clarity, I have continued my search.  The number 42...
Risking

Risking

On the spectrum of risk taking I lean very much toward carefulness.  Generally, risks I’ve taken have been considered and calculated.  I’ve pushed myself close to the edge many times .. even in life risking ways .. but I’m rarely impetuous. So, in a...