Deconstructing my life through books

Deconstructing my life through books

A transitional time The past nine weeks have been a powerfully transitional time for me .. and partly thanks to the input of a number of books and different perspectives on life. Though I’ve always been a big reader in terms of finding information on topics that...
On hold

On hold

I feel like my life is on hold .. like I’m holding my breath until everything changes.  This is a familiar feeling to me.  I’ve spent years in this state.  So I will explore it now while I live in this three week hiatus until my life begins anew.  Right...
Embracing the scholar

Embracing the scholar

I have just come across a concept that explains my life’s journey so clearly that I am looking at the world from a new light. The soul personality describes ‘roles’ that our soul has come to earth to express.  This concept has transformed the way...
Getting closer

Getting closer

I’m recovering from what has felt like a pretty crazy time lately.  As I release commitments and attachments I am starting to settle down to a clearer and simpler reality.  Life is starting to settle down. But there’s still a lot of work to do.  It’s...
Unravelling

Unravelling

My life is a journey towards clarity .. which it seems came about through getting myself into a state of extreme confusion as a very young child .. which I believe came about due to the fact that ‘unpleasant’ emotions were not accepted in my family of...
Hiding in limbo, preparing for change

Hiding in limbo, preparing for change

Taken down by technology Finally, a week after my website went down and I lost over two months of work, I’m taking action rather that getting lost in loss and overwhelm, and writing again.  Writing helps me to get clarity .. and I felt like I was just starting...
The meaning of life

The meaning of life

When I first heard the phrase “life is empty and meaningless” it actually gave me hope.  It let me out of a lifelong bind where I was forever searching for the meaning of life.  Yet despite that flash of clarity, I have continued my search.  The number 42...
Risking

Risking

On the spectrum of risk taking I lean very much toward carefulness.  Generally, risks I’ve taken have been considered and calculated.  I’ve pushed myself close to the edge many times .. even in life risking ways .. but I’m rarely impetuous. So, in a...
Disappearing

Disappearing

Hello, So much for my questioning whether I could write a daily post.  The answer is clearly no, because I need space.  My need for space and freedom has driven my whole life, and I’m not going to suddenly impose a public daily discipline on myself.  I will...
Waning

Waning

Hello, I’ve been writing regularly on this blog lately with today being my 7th day in a row.  I’ve been wondering whether I should carry on this jaunt of writing every day or whether I should allow my writing to wax and wane.  I know periods of silence...
Learning to feel

Learning to feel

Hello, I’m letting inspiration guide my writing at the moment .. and ‘learning to feel’ is a lesson I am currently learning .. to become aware of and open with my feelings.  In my household growing up, joyful and happy feelings were much appreciated...
Opening up

Opening up

Hello, We are moving into a big full moon tomorrow, and things feel pretty big all round. Through my Shine Your Light journey of three months we have been moving in alignment with the moon, so I feel the energy of this full moon in my life. Tomorrow things come to a...